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Tuesday, March 13, 2018

Keepers of Eternity Series by Devyn Quinn 💕 Series Tour & Gift Card Giveaway 💕 (Paranormal Romance)



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If you like dark paranormal romance, you’ll love the Keepers of Eternity series by Devyn Quinn!

“This is an exciting, atmospheric story. . . . A dark fantasy with tortured characters and dramatic events, Echoes of Angels is a very promising start to a new series. 4½ stars.” —Romantic Times

With her life in shambles and nowhere to turn, Julienne Blackthorne has no choice but to accept her grandmother’s offer to return to her ancestral home—a home Julienne’s mother fled in fear more than twenty years ago. What she finds there is a world so macabre it haunts her senses and fills her with dread. And the darkly compelling Morgan Saint-Evanston, whose mysterious pull haunts her in more sensual ways.

Morgan was once the most feared mercenary in a sinister realm and was destined to become the leader of his people—a duty he abandoned when his tormented soul drove him to seek exile in the mortal world. Tortured by his betrayal and the knowledge that those who dwell on the dark side will one day have their vengeance, he turns to the beautiful Julienne for one last moment of solace. Because the veils separating the worlds are about to open, and Morgan knows he must take the fight to the enemy before the forces of darkness unleash their unholy hell on mankind.

As Julienne surrenders to the undeniable passion that flares between them and Morgan prepares to confront a fate he cannot ignore, both will be plunged into a realm where human souls are open barter and even the power of love may not be enough to save them.

The flight into Belmonde, Virginia, was a blur. Julienne Hunter spent most of the journey in the washroom, carefully retouching the layers of cosmetics she wore. Without them, she looked vulnerable, haggard and drawn, and she wasn’t ready for anyone to see her up close.
“Ladies and gentlemen, we’ll be landing in five minutes. Please make sure your seats and tray tables are in the upright and locked position and your seatbelts are fastened.” The voice on the intercom was cold and lifeless, an impassionate end to an uneventful trip.
Arranging her belongings, Julienne returned to her seat. Despite her success at disguising her flaws, she was still a bundle of raw nerves. Strands of her copper hair clung to her perspiring face and neck. She simply couldn’t relax. How could she? In a matter of minutes, she was due to meet the family her mother had left behind over twenty years ago.
“I have to believe it will be all right,” she murmured. It had to be. She had no other place to go.
When it was time to deplane, she took a deep breath. She wanted to be calm. Disciplined. She drew her purse onto her shoulder. The butterflies in her stomach wouldn’t cease fluttering as she walked down the canopied ramp.
Entering the terminal, she surveyed the unfamiliar area. Other travelers milled past her, forcing her to follow their migration. Friends and families around her met and greeted, chattering in animated conversation.
Doubling her pace, she passed passengers hurrying to board outgoing flights. Weaving her way around jostling bodies, she realized she didn’t know who was supposed to meet her. She thought about buying a ticket back to California. What would it hurt? If she wanted to leave, her exit would be assured.
She dug her billfold out of her purse. Opening it, she was dismayed to discover thirty-two dollars and fifty-eight cents.
“Shit.” Her hands quivered a little, and it took a moment for her to fight off the crushing sense of helplessness. She had credit cards, but they were over limit. Her cell phone, unpaid for months, was useless. She was dead broke, part of the reason she’d agreed to return to Virginia.
That, and the fact that her soon-to-be ex-husband had tried to kill her.
Julienne winced, remembering the assault. Two days after she’d asked for a divorce, James Hunter had accosted her outside a popular Miami hot spot. Using a box cutter, he’d carved deep gashes into her face before horrified onlookers could stop him.
Though the disjointed memories were blurred, she’d never forget the searing pain of the razor. When she’d separated from James, she hadn’t thought he’d follow through with his threats to get even with her.
Looking back, she knew their marriage had been a damned union from the beginning. They met when she was seventeen and waiting tables in LA. She was looking for her big break in Hollywood. A minor agent, representing D-list clients, he’d promised to make her a star.
James had also introduced her to crack cocaine in a Singapore nightclub. He was already an addict; her modeling jobs supported his habit. She’d tried it to please him, believing she wouldn’t get hooked if she used it sparingly. She was wrong. The drug turned her into a junkie, too. The night James slashed her face had been her second trip to the hospital in less than two months. Both times she’d nearly died, and both times she’d been fueled on the drug.
Bitter recriminations ricocheted through her mind. She always made bad decisions. James. The drugs. After years of struggling, her brief brush with fame was over.
As though reaching for a talisman, she slipped her hand back into her purse, brushing the tips of her fingers across a sheaf of letters she’d carried for months. The cloying scent of vanilla still clung to the pages.
Grandmother Anlese. Thank God for her letters. If nothing else, they proved someone in her family cared whether she lived or died.
The Blackthorne family had stepped back into her life after the attack. They had money, and the way they operated was like a well-oiled machine. Overnight, a cadre of attorneys appeared, sucking her back into the world of wealth and privilege her mother had fought so hard to escape.
A stint in rehab had followed her hospitalization.
Since admitting her own addiction, her life hadn’t been pleasant or easy. Withdrawal meant rules. Rules meant structure. Structure meant recovery. Recovery meant continuation. Not an easy battle when she was utterly bankrupted by scandal and a pending divorce. Surviving hadn’t ended the conflict over her weakened spirit. It would take time to regain a healthy balance.
But she wasn’t scot-free. Her family’s generosity had come with a price. Julienne had to pay them back by coming home.
She supposed she owed them. Not only had they covered all her medical expenses, her grandmother had also paid a hefty sum to purchase the sex tapes James was desperate to release. Currently behind bars for the attack, he needed cash for his own defense.
Her skin, so warm only moments ago, grew chilled. Those DVDs we made would’ve gotten a tidy sum from any porno producer. It embarrassed her she was a willing participant in their creation. But jobs in front of the camera were drying up as their drug use spiraled out of control. No one wanted to hire a crackhead for an expensive shoot. And no reputable actor wanted one as an agent. There was easy money to be made, peddling sex on the Internet.
Sadness washed over her like the consuming waves of an angry ocean. Oftentimes, it felt as if she didn’t belong in this world. Through her twenty-four years, she’d always felt different, isolated and alone. Was it because something had always been missing in her life? A sane mother? A stable home? She’d had neither. Her mother had been mentally ill. What had frightened Cassandra Blckthorne away from her family might have been nothing more than her own schizophrenic mania in action.
Julienne reached for the cross hanging at her throat. She wasn’t particularly religious, but the crucifix offered a bit of solace. She wished things could be different, but she couldn’t dwell on that now. In Virginia was a new life, a fresh start. Whether she’d be able to reclaim her place in the Blackthorne clan was yet to be determined. Her mother was years into her grave. Surely, the bitter past had died with her.
“I belong here,” she murmured to no one.
Lost in a sea of travelers, she noticed a small group of people coming together, pointing her way. She tensed when an elderly woman broke away and approached her. The smile on her face was warm and welcoming.
Grandmother?
“Hello, dear. My name is Edith Danridge, and you look lost.” She was beautifully dressed; her soft Southern accent one of education and refinement.
“I am.” Hiding the disappointment in her eyes, Julienne returned a grateful smile. The woman was trying to be kind. The least she could do as a stranger was to greet the locals. She was grateful no one had recognized her. She was just another anonymous nobody in the crowd.
“Then perhaps you need the comfort of our Lord Jesus Christ.”
Julienne glanced down at the literature. Hope sank like a stone in water. The Path to Salvation, it read. Disappointed, she shook her head in a polite decline of the material. “Thanks, nice of you to offer.”
“Is someone coming to meet you?” Edith asked, trying to engage her in conversation. “You seem so alone.”
“My grandmother, I think. Perhaps you know her. Anlese Blackthorne.”
Edith Danridge drew back a bit upon hearing her answer, her lips forming an O of silent surprise. A shadow of uncertainty flashed across her features. “Yes, I know your family.” Her body language became defensive, as if she was afraid of being attacked. Her voice was strained.
“It’s been a long time since I’ve seen her.” Julienne was puzzled by the abrupt change in attitude. It was as if a chill wind had blown without warning through the terminal. “My mother’s name was Cassandra. Did you know her?”
“I remember Cassandra. She didn’t have a chance”—Edith Danridge unexpectedly glanced over her shoulder toward her group, who were also handing out church literature, as if afraid they would hear her—“belonging to them. You don’t, not yet.” She raised a hand and curled her fingers around the gold cross hanging from Julienne’s neck. “Keep faith, and don’t let them destroy you the way they did her.”
Julienne drew back, sucking in a startled breath. The nearness of this strange woman made her extremely uncomfortable. The thin chain around her neck snapped, the ends dangling from the stranger’s hand. “I—I don’t understand.”
Edith Danridge ignored her. As if in a daze, she stared at the broken necklace. “Too late.” The chain slid from her fingers, falling to the floor at her feet. “You belong to the devil.” Giving Julienne a frightened glance, she turned and scurried away, murmuring, “God help us all.”
Julienne stood motionless until jostled into action by passersby. She’s nuts, she told herself. She tried not to let the woman’s words affect her. Nevertheless, such strange pronouncements were unnerving. A fanatic. She knelt to retrieve her jewelry. Spends too much time in that church of hers.
“There’s Miss Julienne.” A man’s voice wafted through the airport and caught her ear.
Julienne turned, looking for the person who’d spoken her name. Her gaze located a young black man standing on the periphery of the departing passengers, at an angle where he could survey the entire room in a single glance. He wore crisp new jeans and a matching shirt, and held a well-worn felt hat in his hands.
She watched him lean slightly to his left and speak to a figure concealed behind an outspread newspaper. The paper came down immediately. Folding it with four crisp movements of precise economy, the second man dropped it into the nearby wastebasket.
Julienne felt the fine hairs on the back of her neck rise. Surely it wasn’t . . . No. Not Morgan Saint-Evanston. God, why him?
As the two men approached, Julienne felt as if someone had led her to the top of a cliff and then, without warning, pushed her off. Somehow, she’d managed to catch the edge, but she was still left to dangle helplessly high above the ground.
She couldn’t help but notice people were falling back to make room for him. A current of apprehension rippled through the masses as he advanced, as if some silent command demanded none should cross his path. Even his companion followed a courteous distance behind.
He stopped within a few feet of her.
“Morgan?” she asked, hoping she was mistaken about his identity.
He nodded in acknowledgment. “Ce’as mile fa’ilte, leanabh.”
Julienne blinked, uncomprehending, puzzled. The odd words jarred, seeming to carry the whisper of familiarity, much like the strains of a long-forgotten tune. One could hum a few notes but never entirely capture the haunting melody. “What did you say?”
“A hundred thousand welcomes,” he repeated, this time in English.
Her face flushed with self-consciousness. “Oh. Sorry, I didn’t understand.” Her brow wrinkled in question. “You expected me to?”
“When you were small, I used to speak Gaelic, the Irish language, to you.” His earnest gaze raked over her, measuring every inch. “But you are not so little now.”
She looked back, evaluating him as closely as he assessed her. His complexion was cream-colored, his eyes almost black. His black, collar-length hair was layered and unruly, threaded with silver at his temples and bangs. At a glance, he appeared to be about thirty. But a closer look revealed crow’s-feet etched at the outer corners of his eyes. Around his mouth were a few deeper character lines and small scars. He was admirably muscled, his posture regal, as if he was always in command despite what fate might otherwise dictate.
He cut an impressive figure, elegantly dressed in a charcoal-gray suit, coat tailored, trousers sharply creased, silk vest worn over a crisp white shirt open at the neck, no tie. A gold watch chain bridged the pockets of his vest. With the heel of a boot under him he almost made it to six feet. All in all, his finery was immaculately tailored and smartly worn.
She’d expected him to look a lot older, and meaner.
But, no. He was absolutely striking. In every way.
Frustrated, and a little confused, she replied, “N—no, sorry. I don’t remember much about my childhood.” She immediately noticed that he didn’t offer his hand or any other physical contact. Despite his salutation, his behavior was guarded, his penetrating stare intense and aggressive, displaying no emotion.
“Why not?” he asked. “Were we so forgettable?” His words were tinged with an Irish brogue, precisely spoken as if to avoid mangling the English language. His voice had a pleasing timbre, even in cadence and tone, in intimacy and confidence. She surmised he could manipulate it with ease to make anyone believe he was sincere, even when he was not.
Julienne swallowed the lump rising in the back of her throat. “It’s been a long time since I was a toddler.”
Now that she’d come face-to-face with him, Julienne wasn’t sure what to make of the man. Morgan was the reason her mother had left town. Cassandra was terrified of him, and she’d run away from him until the effort had killed her.
She’d always suspected Saint-Evanston might be her father. Cassandra never would tell her the truth.
She looked at him again, searching for a connection—an acknowledgment of kinship—in his gaze. There was none. She wasn’t even sure how he fit into the family bloodline. All she knew for sure was he controlled the Blackthorne legacy, and the money that went with it.
And he ruled with an iron fist.

 
 



“Devyn Quinn writes compelling characters, a chilling and gripping story, and a setting that is easily seen within your mind’s eye.” —Rogues and Romance Reviews

Left for dead in a hellish corner of the dark realm, Julienne Blackthorne refused to surrender, and through her own force of will and her love for one man she managed to survive and escape. But survival brings its own new hell when she makes a horrific discovery. A demonic sorcerer has begun a search for the forbidden Scrolls of Cachaen, ancient texts that will restore his waning magic and give him the power to take his final revenge on the man Julienne loves, Morgan Saint-Evanston.

In a desperate quest to save Morgan and stop the diabolical sorcerer from gaining control of the scrolls, Julienne will be forced to confront the most sinister powers of this dark world. And in a race against time that will determine the fate of all mankind, Julienne and Morgan will find themselves in a perilous battle against evil that will either condemn them to eternal misery . . . or grant them everlasting love.

Julienne Blackthorne hung suspended in an endless void. Ensnared by the insidious webs of a dark, lingering nightmare, phantasmagoric images paraded constantly through her mind. Creating a twisted dreamscape, they stifled all reality, ushering her into a hellish world in which she comprehended she would ultimately die. The prolonged struggle to break free had drained her spirit and strength.
A slew of images ravaged her feverish brain as she mentally relived an actual terrifying experience. Through a veil of kaleidoscopic memories, she observed a glowing red pit. A being she believed to be Satan himself walked leisurely around it. He was a looming figure clothed head-to-foot in crimson robes. He seemed to be coming for her, his hands bearing down into her vision. His fingers, twisted into a claw, latched into her forehead with a viselike grip, digging sharp fingernails into her skin. A thousand splintering facets of agony spread through her as he ripped asunder the soft flesh of her face. Her blood flowed in rivulets, mingling with the sweat of her fear, stinging her eyes. She struggled to breathe, gasping as coppery slime assaulted her lips and she tasted her own blood. Fighting for air, she gagged when a crushing weight pounded into her chest. Like a giant spider’s victim paralyzed by the bite, she felt she’d been pierced and seeded with a strange alien life form, a thing that would eat her up from the inside.
Suddenly, her nightmare shattered.
But the pain remained.
* * *
The fire in the pit had burned out, and the dungeon was very cold and still. Cracking open swollen eyes, Julienne weakly shifted her head, trying to make out her surroundings. Torches cast eerie shadows, and the dungeon lay deserted beneath their hazed light. The thick sooty smoke they exuded hung like vapor around the stone walls and floor.
The atmosphere of the immense chamber was flat, tranquil and quiet, as though separated from all reality. The lingering scent of burnt flesh and congealed blood mingled, creating an odor that made it difficult to breathe. The nauseating stench singed the fragile lining of her nostrils; she began to pant heavily through her open mouth. Her guts heaved and she swallowed hard, resisting the urge to vomit.
She gagged, feeling a strange writhing sensation between her lungs. A thin film of sweat coated her skin. She was chilled despite the fever raging through her. And though she’d been badly wounded, there was a curious numbness in her body, as if she were anesthetized.
A grimace crossed her face; the movement of the muscles hurt. Without her willing them, her hands rose. She felt the wounds, tracing each with her fingers. She winced when her touch brought pain.
Her face was savagely disfigured, marked with raw cuts. All at once the memories resurrected themselves, chilling the blood in her veins. Details of the night she’d crossed into Sclyd solidified. Morgan…the temple of light…being captured by the Jansi warriors…being tortured…
In a spasm of terror, she wrenched her head to one side, begging the visions in her mind to go away, to leave her alone. There were so many, she wasn’t sure if they were real or part of a strange fantasy. But one memory was stark, for it accompanied an unspeakable agony.
A mad giggle escaped her throat. No other voices chimed in to comfort her. Silence all around.
She moved her mouth, but for a moment no human sound came forth.
“My face!” she keened in a hoarse whisper. She refused to cry. This place would extract no tears from her. Her body hurt; and when she remembered why, her ache went deeper, past the physical and into her soul. She didn’t want to remember or think. She wanted to close her eyes and forget this place, sink into the oblivion that was death so she wouldn’t hurt anymore.
Sclyd. I’ve come into another world now.
She stared dizzily about, the hopeless futility of her plight stabbing at her heart. Half-mad with the realization her horrible nightmare was no dream, her mind teetered on the brink between sanity and insanity, acceptance and denial warring inside her.
“Morgan,” she moaned softly, his name a sob on her lips. Her indistinct voice echoed in the vastness around her, repeated a thousand times over, as if the broken silence took glee in mocking her. Fear was beginning to loosen her hold on reason.
Still too weak to rise, she turned her head in the only other direction her neck would allow. Now holding only ashes, the great stone pit of her nightmares had gone cold hours ago. Instruments of torture stood silent, mute testimony to the many victims who had found their deaths in this unholy place. The sorcerer and his minions were gone.
How long have I been unconscious? She had no way of knowing.
The battle was over. The casualties had been counted, the dead claimed. Had her lover survived, or had he perished? She recalled very little of how she came to be unconscious. She only knew that she seemed to have been left behind, completely and utterly abandoned. If Morgan had not died, had he left her deliberately? She hadn’t forgotten his threat that he would leave her if she became a burden. Had she become a liability—expendable, disposable— because she was only a mortal?
Surely, he didn’t…surely he wouldn’t…
Did he leave me? Her heart pounded frantically, her thoughts becoming a weird babble as the last bit of composure deserted her. Unwelcome tears stung her eyes. Morgan was crafty, and she knew it. Morgan manipulated people, and she knew that, too.
Had he manipulated her, played her for a fool? He hadn’t wanted her to cross over into his world. Had he chosen to walk away, deciding to free himself of their bond in the only way possible? The fear, the doubt, began to gnaw at her mind, pushing her deeper into the mire of madness that shimmered like a dark pool in the depths of her soul.
You wanted to deny being mated to me. Is this your way of paying me back for defying you? Leaving me here to die?
Morgan, she knew, could be obdurate, detached, irresponsible and above all, much given to contradiction, but she’d never had reason to believe he truly wished to hurt her, or that he took the slightest pleasure in doing so. Though seemingly self-absorbed, he missed little. He was introspective, but his antennae were attuned to those around him. If he had survived and departed without her it was because he had to, not because he wanted to. She had to believe that.
She didn’t regret the decision she’d made to follow him, but she knew she’d acted rashly and the consequence dismayed her. She’d trusted him to protect her. Through the deep tide of confusion, she realized he wasn’t able to. But he wasn’t completely to blame. He’d warned her of the dangers. And she’d made her choice, choosing to let her heart rule her head. She had to accept the responsibility that she’d done this to herself. Realization, however, didn’t lessen her sense of hopeless abandonment.

 
 



Since Julienne Blackthorne succumbed to the dark passion of the erotic and erratic Morgan Saint-Evanston, she’s been forced to draw on her deepest strengths to survive the demonic realm of the otherworld and the treacherous existence of an immortal. But when Morgan obtains the Scrolls of Cachaen—said to be the keys controlling the forces of nature itself—it unleashes a deeply sinister beast from the astral realm who wields an unholy power capable of defying their efforts to destroy him.

Morgan knows that safeguarding the scrolls is his only hope for protecting Julienne and all of mankind, but the powerful and mystical scrolls are taking a debilitating toll on him, even as very mortal enemies scheme to control him for their own purposes. As he is stripped of the strength he needs to wage an epic war against the beast hell-bent on their destruction, he realizes he will have to turn to a dark magick for their salvation—one that may consume his soul.

And as Morgan and Julienne struggle to defend themselves and the hard-fought love that fires them both, they will come face-to-face with a cruel fate that would turn their one hope for survival into the very thing that could lead to their ultimate destruction.


Jaw tightening at the sight of something so very dangerous so very close to the tips of her fingers, Julienne Blackthorne cast her gaze over the forbidden fruit she’d helped harvest.
The scrolls of Cachaen.
Separately, they were seven pages of animal skin parchment, covered top to bottom in the script of an obscure language lost for eight millennia. To those who didn’t know the dialect, the pages were useless, curiosities of a civilization long extinct. However, to those who were knowledgeable in the cultic arts, those seven pages were the keys to godhood…
The blood of an enemy stained her hands, and the act of desecration weighed heavily on her conscience. The soul she’d tried so desperately to hold on to when she’d chosen to become a creature of the occult was gradually slipping through her fingers.
Perhaps it’s the price I’m to pay for selling my soul.
Her gaze shifted, skimming over the fragile pages and moving in an upward arc. Heart skipping a beat, her pulse quickened at the sight of the man across the table.
A silent figure, he stood unmoving, as if composed of granite. Dressed in charcoal gray, his slacks were creased sharply. A matching silk vest covered his crisp white shirt, a single button open at the neck. His sole ornament was the gold watch chain bridging the pockets of his vest. His skin was pale, as fine as ivory; his hair gloriously thick, ebony laced with a liberal helping of silver. His strident expression was guarded, revealing no emotion.
All in all, the sight of him was devastating. Under such close scrutiny, Julienne trembled. Suddenly, her throat felt closed, blocked by the intense pounding of her heart. Her grip tightened around the neck of the lamp she held. Filled to the brim with oil, no chimney protected the wavering flame.
Morgan Saint-Evanston.
Dark. Seductive. Immortal.
Getting tangled up in his web was probably the worst mistake she’d ever made. The man—and was he really that at all? —wasn’t sane, stable or even remotely human. He was, first and foremost, an assassin. Cold, calculating and utterly ruthless, he’d long ago mastered the art of delivering death. He’d stop at nothing to best an enemy. The casualties left in his wake were piled high.
Still, she was no innocent. Aware of the darkness he’d mantled himself in, she’d nevertheless chosen to walk at his side. He’d promised her immortality. Now it looked like he might possibly be able to hand her eternity. The power to accomplish that was within his reach.
Would he, she wondered, fall to the temptations of forbidden knowledge?
She dared not contemplate the answer.
Minute after long minute ticked by, stretching the silence to unbearable levels.
“Do you think you have the nerve to do it?” His question shattered the impasse brewing between them. His obsidian gaze was frozen, daring her to make the next move.
Julienne wavered. If only her blood didn’t feel so hot and her skin as cold as ice. Her body temperature plunged from fire to arctic to searing again. Perspiration broke out on her skin and her clothes clung uncomfortably to her body. The scent of her own fear curdled in her nostrils. Since their return from Sclyd, a strange heaviness had settled into the atmosphere. Everyone in the household felt it.
And everyone was just as scared as she was.
“They’ve got to go.” Her voice sounded hollow, strained. “Destroy those things, and we’re off the hook. They never existed, and we never saw them.”
“No.” Morgan tossed his head, sending a tumble of black hair into his eyes. “Lying will not help evade the penalty. Assassinating Xavier and plundering the Cachaen tomb are both offenses punishable by death.”
Releasing a snort of agitation, he pushed away from the table. As an outlaw with a price on his head, the justices dispensing cultic law had already sentenced him to execution once before. With a little luck and cunning, he’d managed to dodge the judgment for centuries. But he couldn’t keep running forever. Sooner or later his past was going to catch up, and when that happened, there’d be hell to pay.
Lowering her makeshift weapon, Julienne extinguished its flame. She heaved a fortifying breath. He was right, of course. Trying to conceal the crime wasn’t the answer. Only guilty people tried to cover their tracks. “I’m not going to let you stand up to the Sclydian council alone. We were both there. I—” The next word caught in her throat, giving her confession pause. “M-murdered Xavier.” She refused to allow the sorcerer’s image to invade her mind. The memories were still too painful to explore.
Lips temporarily pressing into a tight line, he visually impaled her through narrowed eyes. “Nobody is going to know that. As far as history is concerned, I killed him and I took the writings.” He flagged a dismissive hand. “As far as they are aware, you are not even involved.”
Swallowing past the thickness growing in her throat, Julienne shook her head. Claiming all the blame and the consequences for himself was unacceptable. If he was going to face execution, she supposed her own punishment would be no less fatal. The idea didn’t exactly thrill her, but she didn’t suppose she had a choice in the matter.
She brushed aside bangs damp with perspiration. Her skin still felt tight. Suffocating. “You just said lying wouldn’t help us. So stepping up to take the bullet for me is just you being your stupid, suicidal self.” She drew in a calming breath. “I’m a big girl now, and I’ll take the punishment when it comes.”
A shrug rolled off his shoulders. “I suppose you can if you want to.” The slightest hint of a wicked smile turned up one corner of his fine mouth. “However, my intention is not to stand before the witches’ council at all.”
Julienne regarded him with suspicion. Trying to reason with him was like talking to a stone wall. The fact that most everyone wanted his head on a silver platter didn’t seem to ruffle Morgan one bit. “Tell me what you’re planning.”
Dipping a hand into the inner pocket of his vest, Morgan retrieved a slender case. Flicking it open, he selected a cigarette. He tapped the end against the lid to pack the tobacco. “I am going to hold these pages hostage.”
It wasn’t in his nature to kid. He appeared absolutely serious. “What?”
Morgan calmly planted the cigarette between his lips. “Although I am sure word of Xavier’s death has gotten around the cults by now, at this point no one is absolutely certain if they exist. Or not, as the case may be.”
“And that means?” she asked, not quite following his logic.
“Many will seek, but there will be nothing to find. I have control of them, and I intend to keep it that way.” Gaze narrowing, he raised his hand toward his face and snapped his fingers. The tip of his cigarette briefly flared into flame. He inhaled, a halo of clove scented smoke enveloping him.
Julienne inwardly winced. His talent for manipulating psi-kinetic energy was downright scary. With just a look and the will to carry out the action, he could reduce a person to cinders. Her threat to burn the pages was meaningless. Empty. She didn’t have a chance of success, and he knew it.
He is, she thought, a very scary man.
Morgan smiled with grim humor. “So they say.”
Her face flushed with self-consciousness. “So you’re a mind reader now?”
Snagging his cigarette between two fingers, his nostrils flared as he released a stream of smoke. “I cannot read your mind, but I can interpret physical vibrations given off by intense emotions.” Shoving his hands in his pockets, he rocked back on his heels. “You have never trusted my motives, and I do not think you ever will.”
“I’m sorry.” A sigh slipped through her lips. “Sometimes I think I’ll never get used to the madness that surrounds you.”
A dull ache began to creep through her body. He wasn’t the only one who hadn’t had a day’s rest in months. She couldn’t recall the last time she’d laid her head against a pillow.
His shrewd expression softened. Without saying a word, he unexpectedly closed the distance, leaving a few feet between them. She could tell by his rigid stance that their current problems weighed heavily on his mind.
Julienne’s heart rose up into her throat. She swallowed against the dryness in her mouth. Now that he’d come closer, she recognized fatigue etched around his eyes. His near brush with death in the Cachaen tomb had profoundly changed him; physically and psychologically. His manner, already aloof, had grown even more unsociable. He welcomed no company save his own, and interruptions were met with cold silences and icy, clipped replies. Conversation, when possible, appeared to burden him, as though he had nothing to invest. He refused to talk about what he’d experienced when he’d fallen into the abyss Xavier had opened into the astral realm. The encumbrance he carried was a heavy one, and he’d clearly passed exhaustion weeks ago. The only thing keeping him on his feet was pure adrenaline.
He unexpectedly reached out to touch her. His gaze sought and found hers. “I promised I would always take care of you,” he said, speaking in a low, intimate tone. “Just have faith that I will use them wisely.”
She closed her eyes as warmth spread though her veins. The caress of his strong hand against her cheek felt delicious on her needy skin. The heat in her inner core rose, bringing with it a need she fought to suppress. An erotic pulse of sheer bliss hummed through her. His touch rarely failed to entice her, and this time was no different. “I wish we could forget the whole terrible thing.”
As quickly as the moment began, it was over. Morgan’s hand abruptly fell away, leaving a cold spot in its wake. “You should leave. I have work to do.”
Their brief intimacy shattered, she reluctantly opened her eyes. Once again he’d turned his back on her. Ashes from his cigarette fell in his wake as he walked away, but he didn’t notice nor care. Although the shift was subtle, the energy around him was beginning to change. The gears in his mind were shifting toward Machiavellian contemplations.
She stared in his wake, the silence between them again growing tense and awkward. The fact he’d at least tried to soothe her, if only for a few minutes, spoke volumes. A strange, aching hollowness spread through her. He’d opened his emotional door a crack, only to slam it shut in her face again. “Anything I can do to help?”
His mask of indifference back in place, he stared at her through an unreadable expression. “Go away, Julienne.” Taking a final drag on his cigarette, he flicked the remainder of the butt in the direction of the hearth. Usually he missed. This time his aim was dead on. Hungry flames devoured the remains of the tobacco.
Julienne swallowed back a fresh rise of panic. Anxiety wrapped icy tentacles around her heart, but she refused to budge. “No,” she said, inwardly forcing strength into her trembling limbs. Whatever he planned to do, he wasn’t going through with it unsupervised. On his own, Morgan had a tendency to make dicey choices that weren’t exactly beneficial to his health.
“Fine.” Without glancing down, he unbuttoned one of his cuffs, rolling up his sleeve to three-quarter length and revealing several long scars marring his inner wrist. “But I am warning you now, what you will see will not be pleasant.”

 
 



Morgan Saint-Evanston has prevailed over every demented beast sprung from the otherworld, but now he finds himself tormented by an earthside foe who could destroy everything he’s built in the mortal realm. Forced to turn to a magickal ally to preserve the sanctity of Blackthorne Manor and safeguard its secrets, he discovers that the bewitching creature’s services come at a chilling price: the very part of his soul that harbors his humanity.

Julienne Blackthorne is bonded to Morgan by blood, but the emotional and erotic ties that bind them are fraying as his lost humanity sends him spiraling downward to the furthest extremes of darkness and depravity. As Julienne struggles to save the man she loves from utter and eternal ruin, she must delve into her own dark powers at the risk of forsaking her sanity.

As Morgan and Julienne steel themselves to do battle with his greatest inner demons and those who would deny him his legacy, they must confront the very real threat that his fragmented psyche will lead him to the edge of self-destruction—and the destruction of all they hold dear, both in this world and in their hearts.


Desperate times called for desperate measures. Morgan Saint-Evanston needed a foolproof way out of trouble, and he needed it fast.
The hunt for Xavier D’Shagre’s demon had gone dreadfully wrong. The damages inflicted were bad. The exposure, even worse. He was well aware the peace enveloping Blackthorne would not last much longer. Unless he took drastic action, the place he called sanctuary would soon be swarming with the law. A fugitive from human justice, he could not bribe or murder his way out of this bit of trouble.
As always, witchcraft offered an easy solution. The brief blink of an eye, between dusk and dawn were the most optimal hours to rewrite timelines, erasing the truth and implanting a lie. Whether his strategy would work or not remained to be tested. Some of his brighter ideas had a tendency to backfire in the most spectacular fashion.
Passing through the empty foyer and into the library, he headed for his den. By now, Julienne’s weight was a burden, but he could not leave her unconscious and exposed. He had to take her with him.
Fourteen steps exactly brought him to the wall that harbored an entrance leading to a secret set of chambers beneath the manor. The door slid aside as he approached, bringing a gust of icy air into the den. Candles burning on the table behind him wavered, throwing wild shadows onto the walls.
Without hesitation, he plunged into the tunnel, a flurry of concerns teeming in his mind. As he passed under the threshold guarding the underground refuge, he knew exactly what to do— and how to make it happen. It wasn’t the most desirable choice, but at this point he didn’t really have one. The consequences might be costly, but he was ready to pay the price.
Below the ground lay the original cellars. Block after block of carefully hewn fieldstones were arranged in a precise layout that would create the purest lines and clearest harmony for the casting of spells. Rectangular, the spacious dwelling was arranged in a deceptively simple layout. The furthest wall held a series of niches. Inside were the grimoires he’d guarded through the ages.
Directly to the right of and left of him, were two deep, wide hearths. These walls also harbored deep recesses crammed with the implements necessary for ritual witchcraft. Though the hearths had long ago gone cold, ever-burning candles propped in scones provided adequate illumination.
At the fourth wall stood a solid block of rough grey stone. Cold and inert, the porous stone was darkly stained, a splattering from the blood he’d spilled in sacrifice to bring his vision of his earth-side sanctuary to successful fruition. Over four centuries had passed since his resettlement in the mortal world, an exile from Sclyd. Even though he had come and gone through the ages, Blackthorne had always offered safety and protection from the outside world.
Crossing to the altar, he placed Julienne atop it. A soft moan emanated from her lips, but she didn’t open her eyes.
Morgan paused, brushing his palm across her brow, soothing her uneasy rest. “You are safe here,” he murmured. “I will not let anything hurt you now.”
Drawing a quick breath, he stepped back and cast a quick glance around the shadowy chamber. He had neither the concentration, nor the energy, to set things right on his own. He’d have to call in some help.
Slipping out of his long duster, he tossed it aside and rolled up his sleeves. He didn’t need much for a summoning. Just a piece of charcoal, a little blood and a willingness to make a deal.
Digging through the cold ashes for a piece of charred wood, he bypassed the altar and knelt on the stone floor. With quick, precise movements, he drew a pentagram, circling it inside and out with the symbols that would enclose the entity he intended to summon. Unbroken, the three circles were an emblem of protection, perfection, and infinity.
When the conjurer’s circle was completed to his satisfaction, he reached for the blade sheathed at his side, and cut a slice in his right palm. Tipping his hand so that his blood would drip in the exact center, he began the litany of a summoning. “Ego voco audite, meus dico thee Djinn.”
Before the final words left his lips, the small crimson pool morphed into animation, taking on a strange otherworldly radiance. A series of smokeless flames set to forming, growing higher and brighter with each passing moment. No heat emanated from the blaze.
Throwing up a hand to shade his eyes from the brilliant radiance, Morgan backed away from the writhing mass. Peering between parted fingers he caught sight of an undulating figure gliding through the inferno. As quickly as it had appeared, the fire winked out.
The woman standing in the conjurer’s circle was naked, but she was by no means unadorned. From the top of her head to the tip of her toes, her pale skin was tattooed; shades of blue, black, red, green and yellow all came together to form an elaborate design that only enhanced her exotic features. A fall of metallic purple hair cascaded over her shoulders, spilling a swirl of tresses down her back. Amber irises glowed with the intensity of the sun. Standing close to six feet tall, she was a brilliant beauty to behold.
Lowering his hand, Morgan eyed the familiar figure. “Yadira.”
Hearing her name, the woman inside the conjurer’s circle raised her eyes. At first her face was blank. It took a minute for recognition to spread across her features. “How dare you call upon me, you son of a three-legged hound.”
Morgan winced. Judging by the depth of her frown, he was still on her shit list. She probably had a few curses to throw his way, but revisiting the past would have to wait. “Can you hate me later?”
The Djinn’s stare, unblinking and direct, burned through him. “You are a sight for these eyes, and not a good one.”
Running a hand across one bloodstained cheek, he glanced down. His clothes were a mess—he’d taken a scrape of claws across the abdomen. A few inches deeper and Xavier’s demon would have succeeded in disemboweling him.
No time to beat around the bush. “I need help.”
A smirk immediately turned up her crimson lips. “You must be at the end of your tether to call me.”
He nodded. The Djinn were a predatory species, and humans were their natural prey; they had a touch that allowed them to implant reality-altering hallucinations in the minds of their victims. “More than you know. I need to erase a few mistakes in the mortal realm.”
Intrigue lit her gaze. “And that is something a Djinn is expert at.”
“Exactly.”
Yadira impaled him with a frown. “You have a lot of nerve summoning me out of nowhere. It’s been almost thirty years since we last spoke.”
He spread his hands. “I got caught up in other things.” That was no lie.
She planted her hands on her slender hips. “I shouldn’t even be speaking to you, especially since you left me in limbo when you walked away from the Triad. We were a damn good team, and you simply vanished without a word.”
Morgan cut her off. He wasn’t in the mood to try and sweet talk her. “I have no time to explain except to say I am back as an Enforcer, and I am in trouble.”
“Because some humans saw you?” Flagging a hand, she rolled her eyes. “The same old shit I’ve pulled you out of a thousand times before.”
That wasn’t fair at all. “It was always the exception, and not the rule,” he said in his own defense. “But you always did cover my ass when I needed it.”
Yadira’s tawny gaze sparked. “I always coveted your ass, too.”
Morgan drew a breath, forcing himself to calm. Djinn were notoriously sexual creatures. Insatiable. She’d damn near sucked him dry in past times. “Do not get ahead of yourself. I need your expertise—and I am willing to bargain.”
Yadira folded her arms. “Is that so?” Although some would associate them with genies, the Djinn were not the sort to grant wishes. They were deceivers and could twist a person’s darkest desires around in ways that would often seem pleasurable, but were not. If they were so inclined, they would swap a favor. But they didn’t work for free.
He didn’t hesitate. “Yes.”
A wily look sidled across her face. “I’ll do whatever you ask. You know that.” Poking out one bare foot, she toed the charcoal lines etched into the stone floor. “But you have to let me out of here.”
He graced her with a chary look. “What will it cost?”
Yadira looked around, catching sight of the altar, and its occupant. “I see you came prepared to pay.”
Morgan navigated around the circle, cutting off her view of Julienne. “She is not part of our bargain.”
The Djinn frowned. “Too bad. She looks—” She licked her lips. “Tasty.”
“You are not to touch her.” He lifted a single finger in warning. “I mean it.”
Yadira eyed him. “Somehow I don’t think you’re in any position to be making any threats.” Her gaze narrowed with devious intent. “You wouldn’t have beckoned me unless your back was against the wall.”
Patience thinning, Morgan forced himself to remain calm. The Djinn loved to toy with their victims, wearing them down the way a cat would a mouse. “I will offer myself.”
“That’s even better.” Grinning, Yadira briefly cupped her full breasts before gliding her palms down the smooth plane of her belly, toward her hairless mound. “I’m willing to take it out in trade.”
Morgan couldn’t help but look over every inch of her luscious body. Djinn women were wonderfully enticing. Yadira was no exception. Her breasts were small but pert, her belly as flat and hard as iron, and her rear had just enough meat to give a man something to grab on to. Taking a Djinn was a pleasure to be savored, and he’d indulged his carnal appetites more than a single time with her.
Mouth going bone dry, he reluctantly shook his head. “No sex.” Just saying the words delivered a kick to his libido.
Yadira sniffed with disgust. “What’s the matter? Celeste still yanking your leash?”
He winced. That was low. “Right now, my concentration and my energy are shot all to hell. You would be disappointed, to say the least.”
A hint of irony twisted her mouth. “Something must really be wrong if you’re turning down sex.”
His patience thinned, and then snapped. “Ask anything else of me and I will give it. Willingly.”
Yadira eyed him. “You’re serious?”
“I am desperate.” Each precious second that ticked away brought him one step closer to disaster. He needed an answer, and he needed it now. Otherwise he would send her away and fall back on plan B. He’d burn Blackthorne down and disappear until time passed and memories faded. He’d done it, twice before. Hardly the most desirable option, it would be better than being exposed as an entity in the human would.
Yadira stuck out her bottom lip in a pout. “I want something you never use.” She pretended to think. “How about, hmm, your humanity.”
Morgan’s brows rose. “My what?”
“Your humanity.” She offered a grin through clenched teeth. “You know, those emotions you always said you have no use for. Give me that piece of your soul, and I’ll grant anything you want.”
He didn’t hesitate. “All right.”




Monday, March 12, 2018

Black and Blue by Cynthia Rayne 💕 Book Blitz & Prize Pack Giveaway 💕(Contemporary Romance)



Life can leave you bruised

Former Navy SEAL, Jackson West, is starting over. After his son died, West chose between serving his country and being the parent his young daughter deserves. He’s missed too much already and isn’t wasting another second. West formed Black Star Security with his military buddies, and they’re gonna kick a little @ss. For a price.

Sometimes you need a second chance

Deputy U.S. Marshal Annie Foster accidentally got her partner killed during a routine prisoner transport. Now three dangerous felons are roaming the Kentucky countryside, and it’s all her fault. West is also hunting the fugitives and Annie’s assisting. She’s devastated but determined to make it right. Although, Annie didn’t count on West, a big, bad alpha male who’s an intoxicating mixture of ruthless and tender.

Will they capture the escaped convicts? And will West and Annie take a chance on each other?



CHAPTER ONE


Louisville, Kentucky

“Where’s mine?”

Glaring at her partner, Assistant U.S. Marshal Annie Foster took a defiant sip of her venti mocha.

Too bad I didn’t have time for yoga. I’d be a lot less bitchy.

The hot chocolatey liquid tasted delicious on such a cold night. It was two in the morning on a random Monday in late November. Six inches of snow was forecasted to fall, and she wanted to be in her bed underneath a fuzzy blanket.

Saying she wasn’t a morning person was a huge understatement. Plus, transporting three felons is a shitty way to start the week.

Annie had gone through a 24 hour Starbucks on her way to work and grabbed a coffee along with a gooey chocolate croissant. The caffeine and chocolate hadn’t been enough of a pick me up. She needed a couple extra coffees and at least eight more hours of sleep to fully function, but it would have to do.

“Oh, Lordy, it’s gonna be one of those days, huh?” Mike Danes chuckled. “So, what happened? Too much fun?” He made a left turn onto the highway.

They were traveling in an aging government van to a correctional institute. After picking up three prisoners, they’d be transporting them to another penitentiary. Shuttling convicts was considered the crap detail, and since they were the two lowest officers on the staff totem pole, they got stuck with it a lot. They’d taken tours of every federal prison in the Bluegrass state, and it had gotten old. Fast.

“Nope. My roommate broke up with her boyfriend and stayed up until midnight sobbing.” A vein in her temple throbbed, and she massaged it.

“And you consoled the poor sweet flower?”

She’d entertained Mike with stories of the blonde bombshell she shared an apartment with. Annie was originally from Ohio, and she’d answered a Craigslist roommate ad when she’d moved to Louisville, so they weren’t friends.

“For the first couple of hours and then I gave up.” Annie had listened to every detail of the breakup and shared a bowl of ice cream with Susie, too.

‘There’s nothin’ worse than a cryin’ woman.” Mike shook his head in sympathy. He’d been born and bred in Kentucky, and she loved his accent.

“I tried to sleep, but she wouldn’t stop.” Susie had called all of her friends and posted on her social media networks with a blow-by-blow account of what happened. Her phone vibrated, dinged, and binged for several hours, in between the crying jags.

Annie wasn’t even on Twitter or Facebook and certainly wouldn’t hang her dirty laundry out for anyone to see. They were complete opposites, and as soon as she scraped up enough cash, Annie was out of there.

“Hey now, a broken heart heals slowly.”

Annie wouldn’t know because she’d never fallen in love. Yet. Although, she had every intention of meeting the man of her dreams, buying a house with the white picket fence, and settling down to have at least two kids and a dog. Annie kept waiting for somebody to turn her head, but she’d dated a series of dipshits and dicks.

It was depressing.

“This is her third break up this year. Susie always says the guy’s her soulmate and he never is.” Maybe because she found all these losers on Tinder.

She pulled down the sun visor and examined her reflection in the mirror. There were dark creases underneath her dark brown eyes. While she wasn’t exactly a Plain Jane, no one would ever mistake Annie for a bombshell either.

Annie never wore makeup to work. She’d pulled her long dark hair back into a French braided bun to keep it out of the way. No fuss. No muss.

Since she worked with fugitives, felons, and the like, Annie preferred to tone down her appearance. Just like one of the boys. Make-up, jewelry, and perfume elicited unwanted attention. Like Mike, Annie wore a pair of khakis with a blue button down shirt and a U.S. Marshal fleece jacket to identify herself.

“Don’t be so harsh.”

“What do you know about being broken hearted? You’re so in love with Becky, it isn’t even funny.”

“Watch it. I traveled a long and bumpy road to meet Becky.”

They’d been dating for a bit over two years and were meant to be. Becky Clay was a gorgeous redheaded realtor and the two of them were so in love with one another, it almost made Annie queasy. Almost.

On one level she was green with envy. Annie didn’t have any romantic feelings toward Mike, but she wanted what he had. Didn’t everyone?

“At least you got your happy ending.”

He grinned. “It’s about to get even better.”

“Oh yeah?”

He glanced at her. “I’m gonna ask her to marry me.”

“Shut up!” She smacked his arm. “Congratulations.”

“Ow.” He rolled his shoulder.

“Oh, suck it up, you’re fine.”

“Yeah, you’re not that tough, slugger.”

“Give me some details. When? How are you gonna do it?”

“I’m askin’ Becky on her birthday.” Becky had been born on the Fourth of July and her family always had a big picnic and went to the town fireworks together.

“Then she doesn’t have a clue?”

“None. I wanted it to be a surprise.” Mike reached into his pocket and pulled out a blue velvet ring box. “Take a look and tell me what you think.”

“You’re carrying it around with you?”

“I picked it up from the jeweler last night and I’m gonna put it in my safety deposit box on the way home from work. If I leave it at my place, she’ll eventually locate it. Becky’s like a bloodhound when it comes to findin’ Christmas presents.” He handed it to her. “Check it out—I had it engraved.”

Annie opened the box to reveal a princess cut solitaire engagement ring with a white gold setting. It was a full carrot, so it had cost him a pretty penny.

“Wow.” Her jaw nearly dropped.

He beamed. “Yeah, that’s the reaction I want.”

“How on earth did you afford it?”

“I save a hell of a lot more than I spend.”

“Can I read the inscription?”

“Sure.”

Gently, Annie lifted the ring. It read: This Kiss. She glanced at him for an explanation.

“It’s our song. You know, the one by Faith Hill?”

Annie nodded. She’d heard it before. It was a very dreamy song, perfect for Becky and Mike.

“I was a goner as soon as we had our first kiss.” With a sigh, Mike rubbed the palm of his hand over his heart. “Think she’ll say yes?”

“I know she will.” Sometimes she got a romantic contact high just from being around them. Annie wished the universe had someone wonderful in mind for her as well. “I’m so happy for you.”

Annie squeezed his shoulder and then handed the box over. He placed it back into his pocket.

“Thank you.”

“And it’s about time, by the way. After all, she’s practically moved in with you already. And didn’t you make her your next of kin?”

“Yes, she’s my rock, the one person I depend on.” He said the words quietly, but she could hear the love in his tone.

Mike didn’t have much in the way of family. His dad had died when he was a kid, and his mother had passed away a year ago. He didn’t have any siblings either and wasn’t close to his extended family. Except for her and Becky, Mike was all alone in the world. Since they worked in a dangerous field, they’d had to designate someone to make medical decisions for them.

“So, I’ve gotta ask. Am I gonna be your best man? Or best woman, as the case may be.”

“I’ll ask you after she says yes.”

“Spoiler alert, I’m gonna agree.”

“Thanks.” He gave her a quick, one-armed hug. “You’ve gotta catch up, Annie.”

They’d both trained at Glynco together, in Georgia, and then they were assigned to the same field office. Mike was the closest thing she had to a brother, and Annie loved him dearly. “You’ve gotta get a move on—get hitched and settle down. I want our kids to play together, go to the same schools.”

It sounded wonderful to Annie.

Sometimes Annie felt like she was running behind everyone else. She’d just turned twenty-seven, and all of her friends were settling down, having babies, and buying houses. Annie lived like a college student in her two bedroom apartment.

“I’m trying, but it isn’t easy out there.”

“What about the guy you’ve been seein’?” He frowned. “What’s his face…?”

“Jim?”

“Yeah.”

“He’s history.”

She’d given him his walking papers a couple of weeks ago. Annie couldn’t decide if she attracted assholes, or there were just so many of them in the single male population, the odds were stacked against her.

She scrunched up her nose. “Jim wasn’t the right fit.”

“Are you tryin’ to date him, or hire the man for a job?”

“A bit of both, actually.”

She had some standards and marriage was a big deal. Annie was sick of fooling around with guys who weren’t relationship material.

Chuckling, Mike shook his head.

“What? I’ve gotta do something. I’m sick of jerks.”

“Why don’t you try dating a LEO instead?” It was an acronym for a law enforcement officer.

“I want my work and private life to be separate.” Annie refused to compromise her career prospects.

Although, Mike might have a point. The guys she dated didn’t understand her schedule. She could be called in at any time.

It didn’t sound very modern, but sometimes she felt like the man. Some of them had never handled a gun or knew what to do in an emergency situation. Was it too much to ask to date a man who was more macho than she was? If a prowler came around the house, Jim would have run screaming, rather than handle the situation.

He shrugged. “Then don’t date a marshal, find a sheriff or cop, or an ex-military guy.”

“Did you actually give me dating advice?”

“Yup, and it’s damn good if I do say so myself. You oughtta take it.”

She rolled her eyes but laughed.

Soon, they reached their destination.

“Okay, you ready to do this?” They were getting close to Rocklake according to the GPS.

“Ready as I’ll ever be.” Annie downed the last of her coffee. “Let’s do this.”

After they went through the security checkpoints and parked the van by the loading area, they went inside to retrieve their convicts.

With Mike at her side, she tromped down a series of brick and cement corridors, through several gates. The walls were done in a cheerful yellow, which was an odd choice, given the purpose of the place. Maybe they should’ve gone with gray? Or a soul crushing black?

Finally, they arrived at the guard station.

Mike flashed his badge. “Deputy U.S. Marshal Danes. I’m here to pick up Adam Ryder, Richard Turner, and John Doe.”

There was no reply from the corrections officer at the desk as he scrolled through his phone. It’s as if they didn’t exist.

“Excuse me?” Mike glanced at the name on his shirt. “Officer Sykes?”

No reply.

Mike slammed a palm on the desk.

Gasping, Sykes glanced up. “Huh?”

“I’m here to transport the convicts to Desmond.”

“Sorry! Oh yeah.” He snapped his fingers. “They’re all present and accounted for. We’ve got them ready for you, too.” The corrections officer handed Mike a clipboard and asked for his signature.

Sykes didn’t look much more than eighteen or nineteen years old, and he didn’t seem to give a damn about this job. Rocklake was a privately run facility, and Annie had her doubts about their methods. From what she’d seen, they hired warm bodies, rather than qualified staff and didn’t offer them much in the way of training either.

“Bring the prisoners for transport to Desmond, Johnson,” Sykes bellowed into his staff radio.

A few minutes later, three shackled men hobbled through the gate. They wore matching flame orange jumpsuits and cheap canvas shoes.

“Did you pat them down?” Mike asked.

“It’s standard procedure.”

Mike glanced at Annie and then back at Sykes. “That wasn’t a yes.”

“Meaning you took care of it?” Annie asked. “Right?”

He shrugged. “Not me personally, but I’m sure Johnson did.”

Annie sighed, before turning to their prisoners. They couldn’t take any chances, so she’d give them a once over.

“Arms out to your sides, look directly ahead.”

Annie took the skinny one on the end first. Before coming on this trip, they’d studied the files. Annie liked to know what she was up against before getting into a potentially sticky situation.

The prisoner’s name was Adam Ryder, and he was only an inch or so above five feet tall. According to his rap sheet, he’d been caught with a crapload of heroin, and it was his third offense, so his sentence had been severe.

“Turn around.”

Ryder did as he was told and Annie briskly patted him down, searching for any weapons. Mike watched the proceedings with a hand on his gun, in case any of them got frisky. Luckily, she didn’t feel anything beneath the jumpsuit. Thank God, because she really didn’t want to strip search him.

Or worse yet, a body cavity search.

Convicts had a way of hiding things in their asses which was disgusting for everyone involved. They called it keistering, as in shoving something up your keister. She’d pulled all kinds of things out of people.

Annie moved on to the next in line, John Doe.

“Marshal,” he said, with a nod.

Annie didn’t reply.

Unlike Ryder, Doe was handsome with a square jaw, sandy blond hair, and warm brown eyes. He was tall, broad shouldered, and majorly cut as though he spent all his considerable free time working out. He raised a wicked brow, lips curling into a naughty smile, as she frisked him. Annie didn’t look him in the eye and went about her business.

“Nice day for a drive, ain’t it?”

A convict is hitting on me? I must be a magnet.

“Shut your fuckin’ mouth.” Mike’s face was grim.

His parents hadn’t christened him John Doe, but the penal system hadn’t been able to determine his real name. Doe was wanted in a series of robberies. He targeted wealthy douchebags, people who’d made their money by using super cheap labor, trashy reality television stars, and the like. He’d also never hurt anyone in any of his robberies.

Of course, he was still a convicted felon, but there were way worse scumbags. It’s all a matter of degree.

Doe always wore a disguise, even though he’d been captured on film several times. The government had done everything in its considerable power to discover his true identity but had come up empty, and he’d refused to cooperate with investigators.

When she finished, Annie moved on to the last one, Turner.

He’d raped and murdered twenty-four young women over a six year time span after he’d been dishonorably discharged from the Army. His victims were vulnerable—homeless women and prostitutes. Turner’s story had gotten some national press and he’d received the death penalty for his crimes. Turner was down to his last appeal, and Annie doubted this one would be successful either, at least she hoped it wouldn’t.

He sneered when she approached him. Turner was forty-eight, tall, with salt and pepper hair. Like Ryder, he was lithe but sinewy.

And he gave Annie the creeps.

She’d been around all kinds of thugs— drug dealers, mobsters, outlaw bikers, and their crimes all made sense to her. But she didn’t understand someone who got off on the pure joy of murder.

“Turn around.”

He didn’t comply. Instead, he glanced at the clock on the wall, acting as though he hadn’t heard her.

Mike stood up straighter but didn’t intervene. Annie was glad he held back because she didn’t want him to compromise her authority. Telling a convict to shut it, and taking over, were two different things. Any sign of weakness would be exploited by a misogynist like Turner.

Clearly, it was a dominance display, but she couldn’t figure out who was the intended audience. Was it for her and Mike? The other prisoners? Evidently, he wanted someone to know he had a big swinging dick. She couldn’t wait to get to Desmond and shove his ass into another cell.

“I said turn around. Now.”

He checked the time yet again, before complying.

Why? A cold chill trickled down her spine.

“Let’s get this show on the road,” Annie said to Mike. They rounded up the prisoners and loaded them into the van. A half an hour later, they were on a lonely stretch of highway outside of the city.

To pass the time, they bullshitted.

Annie asked Mike about the bachelor party, and whether or not she could go along. She wasn’t wild about visiting a strip club, but she’d be there to support her friend. And he doubted Becky would let him have one. She’d ribbed him about being henpecked and the time went by pretty fast.

And then a series of bangs came from the rear of the van.

They’d shackled the prisoners to the steel benches and then buckled them in, for their own protection. Nobody should’ve been able to move.

What if I missed something during my pat down? The thought haunted her.

She swallowed. “Should we check it out?”

“I don’t know. Listen.”

It sounded like someone was pounding on the wall, deliberately trying to get their attention. Had one of them gotten loose?

“I don’t like it.”

“Yeah, me either. I’m pullin’ over.” He steered the van to the side of the highway, while she pulled her sidearm. They were in the ass end of nowhere with no back up.

Annie picked up her cell phone, but she only had one bar.

“Hey, how’s your service?”

“I don’t know, check.” Mike handed her his phone.

His was a bit better. Mike had two bars, instead of one. Decent cell phone coverage was hard to come by in these parts. Being without it, made her anxious, in case they needed to get in touch with the office. Unlike the police, they didn’t have a dedicated radio in the van either.

Cutbacks are a real bitch.

“How is it?”

“It sucks. Maybe we should both change carriers?”

“Or stay in the big bad city.”

Annie called in the unauthorized stop on Mike’s cell, but there was so much static on the line, the dispatcher had trouble understanding her and she had to repeat herself several times. Annie hoped her colleagues fully understood the message.

Afterward, she struggled with a sense of foreboding.

“Why are you so jumpy? They’re probably just horsin’ around, givin’ us some shit.”

“Turner scares the snot out of me. At least we’ll be at Desmond in three hours, and we never have to see their ugly mugs again.” She tried to comfort herself with the thought.

They walked around to the backdoor, and pulled out their weapons. There were patches of black ice, so they had to be careful.

He held up three fingers, counting it down. When he put the last finger down, she reached for the door handle, but as soon as Annie unlatched it, the door came flying open, knocking Annie to the ground, and her weapon skittered across the pavement.

Fuck it all. That was rule number one, never lose your weapon.

The inmates jumped out. Evidently, they’d gotten free of their shackles. In a flash, Turner grabbed the gun and pointed it at her. Before she could scramble to her feet, Turner hauled her up and placed her in a chokehold. His forearm was tight against her windpipe, cutting off the air supply. Ryder and Doe stood behind him.

“Freeze, or I’ll shoot,” Mike gritted out.

“If you do, I’ll kill your partner.” Turner’s grip on the weapon tightened.

She mouthed I’m sorry to Mike. Annie had failed him. Her search hadn’t been thorough enough, and now she’d given Turner a weapon. This was all her fault.

He nodded but said nothing.

“It would be a shame, too. She’s a pretty one.” He slid the barrel against her temple. “What’s your name, honey?”

“It’s Marshal Foster,” she bit out.

Mike tried to reason with him. “Don’t do anythin’ stupid, Turner. Think about it, she’s a federal marshal. If you hurt her, the judge won’t be lenient.”

“Yeah? What’s he gonna do? Sentence me to death again?”

Turner was already in desperate circumstances. She doubted his appeal would be granted and he would be put to death soon. Even if he died today, it would be better than being put down like a stray dog.

“Fine, let’s talk. Which one of you got free first?” Mike asked.

One of them must’ve used a hair pin or paper clip to pick the locks on their shackles. Annie’s money was on Turner. He’d been the one watching the clock. Evidently, he’d been planning this for a while.

Nobody piped up.

“Fine,” Mike said. “Let’s play this out. If you make your escape, you’ll be caught within a few days, at most.” Prison breaks had a poor success rate. “And then you’ll have a bunch of new charges tacked on. Is it worth the risk?” Mike glanced behind Turner. “And what about you guys? Doe’s only got eight years left on his sentence. And Ryder? You haven’t committed a violent crime. Do you really wanna be part of this?”

“Shut up,” Turner said. “You’re tryin’ to manipulate us.”

Just then, a black Forrester pulled up alongside them. Who was driving? His accomplice? Annie doubted a civilian would pull over in the middle of this mess. The windows were tinted so she couldn’t see inside. Annie craned her head, trying to glance at the license plate, but couldn’t see it.

“I’m gonna tell you how this ends.” Turner’s tone was smug.

“And how’s that?” Mike asked.

“We’re leavin’ and you two can either be corpses or live to tell the tale. Which do you prefer?

Enough.

She stomped on Turner’s shoe, through the thin canvas and the man yowled in pain. And then she drove an elbow into his ribcage. While she fought Turner off, the other two went after Mike.

Just then, a man wearing a ski mask stepped out of the vehicle. He carried a sawed off shotgun.

The hair stood up on the back of her neck.

“Stop!” Turner screamed. “Or he’ll shoot.”

They stopped. There was no other choice.

Doe disarmed Mike and turned his gun on him. Mike stood beside her, and they both held their hands up.

This is it. Any second now, he’d pull the trigger, and they’d both be gone, roadkill on the highway.

“We just wanna go. Stand down, and nobody gets hurt,” Doe said. To his credit, he did seem regretful, but then again, he wasn’t the monster Turner was.

Somebody would get hurt alright.

Turner would kill again. The other two might not be physical threats to society, but neither one of them were model citizens either. Ryder would probably die of a drug overdose, and if he was driving, he might take someone else with him. Doe would steal from more people.

Not to mention, she and Mike could kiss their careers goodbye.

They’d face a disciplinary hearing. Even if they weren’t fired on the spot, they’d most likely never move up the chain of command either. They’d be treading water for the rest of their time with the Marshal Service.

After patting them down, Doe tossed their cell phones on the ground and then stomped on them, while Turner shot the tires out on the van.

Now, they didn’t have either communication or transportation.

Annie silently prayed for a good Samaritan to come along and report the crime, but the highway was deserted. It was barely four in the morning, in the middle of nowhere.

“I think they want to be heroes. Since that’s off the table, maybe they’d like to be martyrs instead?” Turner got closer and placed the gun barrel against her chest, right over her heart. “What do you say? Wanna have a highway named after you?”

Biting the inside of her cheek, Annie shook her head. She schooled her features into a blank mask, refusing to give him the satisfaction of seeing her terror.

Annie thought she’d be brave, but she was scared stiff—for herself and for Mike. All thoughts of their future aside, they might lose their lives.

Suddenly, worrying about her career path seemed laughable.

“Pullin’ the trigger isn’t nearly as satisfying as chokin’ a woman to death, but I’d get off on it.” He caressed her with the gun, running it up and down the length of her cheek.

“Leave her the fuck alone,” Mike growled.

“What did you say?” Turner asked, swinging around to point the gun at Mike.

“Let’s just go, Turner.” Doe walked backward toward the Forrester while keeping the weapon trained on them.

Ryder had already climbed into the vehicle. He’d wrapped his arms around himself, rocking, as though trying to ignore the chaos around him.

“Who’s in charge here? You or me?” Turner asked.

“You are, so can we hit the road boss?” Doe hopped in the SUV, and the armed thug joined him. The masked man started up the vehicle.

And then Turner pulled the trigger— shooting Mike in the chest.

Before Annie could react, he shot her too. The bullet pushed into her torso, slicing through skin and bone.

With a cry, she fell to her knees.

Dimly, she was aware of the vehicle screeching off, the spray of gravel, the stench of burned rubber. Annie turned to see the taillights, only her vision was too blurry to make out the license plate number. She suddenly realized she was crying.

“Annie?” Mike called.

“I’m here.”

“I can’t move…”

“I’m coming.” Slowly, painfully, she crawled over to Mike. Blood poured from his mouth. His wound was right by his heart, while she’d been tagged closer to the shoulder.

Annie pressed her hands on his chest, trying to stop the flow of blood. Hot tears flowed down her cheeks.

“I’m dyin’, Annie.” He squeezed her hand.

“No you aren’t. I’ll get us help.” She started to stand, but she was dizzy and slumped to the ground once more. “Just give me a second to catch my breath.”

“You’re too injured to walk. Civilization is miles away, and even if you did, I’d be dead before the ambulance arrived.”

Annie struggled to hold on to hope, but it was difficult. She was cold, exhausted, and in pain. They both were.

“No! We’re gonna get through this.”

“I’m cold…” Mike started to shiver.

“Here, take this.” Wincing, Annie gingerly removed her coat and placed it over him.

“I need you to tell Becky somethin’.”

“You’re gonna tell her yourself. Stay with me. A week from now, we’ll be laughing about this.”

He shook his head sadly. “A week from now, I’ll be in the ground.”

Annie swallowed the lump in her throat. “Please don’t say that.”

“It’s true. You got hit in the shoulder, so you got a chance of makin’ it.” His face had gone ashen, and his breathing was labored. “But I don’t.”

“No, shut up. Stay with me, and we’ll both be all right. Remember? Our kids are gonna go to school together?”

“Annie…”

“You have to live. You haven’t asked Becky to marry you yet.”

“And I never will.”

She whimpered. It isn’t fair. This isn’t right.

“I’m so sorry, Mike. This is all my fault. I should’ve strip searched them. Obviously, I missed somethin’.”

“No, don’t.” He cleared his throat. “You’ll drive yourself crazy. Listen, you’ve gotta talk to Becky for me. Please?”

The “please” got to her.

“Okay.”

“Tell her I love her and more than anythin’ in the world, I wanted to be her husband.” Mike dug into his pocket and pulled out the ring box once more and passed it to her. “And give her this.”

“Mike…”

“Promise me!”

“I promise.”

“Thank you, and tell her I want her to move on and find somebody else to love because she’s gonna make one hell of a wife and mother.” He wheezed, coughing. “He won’t be as good-lookin’ as me, but she’ll make do.”

She laughed through tears. “I will.”

After she’d made the vow, Mike got real quiet, went as still and silent as the grave. Every so often she checked his pulse, and it got weaker and weaker with each passing moment.

With blood on her hands, Annie shivered in the cold, waiting to be rescued.


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Loren Mackenzie has overcome many obstacles in her life to be an elite professional cyclist in the Women’s World Tour in Europe. Known as the Ice Queen of the peloton, she rarely shows emotion in the heat of competition; inspiring her team with quiet strength and determination. But her cool confidence masks a dark past filled with horrors.

A change in management of Loren’s cycling team brings her face to face with a life she thought she left behind, adding to the pressures of competition. When a chance meeting with an A-list celebrity quickly develops into a whirlwind romance, the cameras of the tabloid-media focus on Loren, revealing the cracks in her facade.

The affair also exposes a menacing rival, threatening not only her chances in the World Championship but her life. When love and obsession collide, Loren stands in the center of a storm.

Can she find the courage to defeat her inner demons, or will her fear and shame consume her?


Writing (Un)Awkward Sex Scenes: A How-To Guide

I’ve been hesitant to give Wheeler to friends and family or even tell my coworkers I wrote a novel. Why? Like my protagonist, Loren Mackenzie, I only let people see what I want them to see; I like to keep my cards close to the vest. I’m a Scorpio, it’s who I am.
But, in very unScorpio fashion, I can’t write or talk about sex without blushing and I stumble over my words. I’m a visual thinker, meaning I can see what I want to describe in my mind clearly, like a photograph. While I don’t have an eidetic memory (I wish!), I can envision what something looks like or how a person moves and fairly accurately describe it. That includes sex.
Jennie Nash wrote a great article for the HuffPost blog called, 7 Rules for Writing Sex Scenes. She says, ‘Sex scenes are very difficult to write because everything else is stripped away and all you’ve got to work with are the characters and the emotions. There’s nowhere to hide. But that’s also what makes them so powerful.’
I couldn’t agree more, Jennie.
Set the Stage for Doing Good Work. There is nowhere to hide, in your head or in the place that you write. I write in my dining room/playroom/office, between 9pm and 2am most nights. It’s often the only time I am completely alone, other than my cats. My spouse and child are asleep and I can sit quietly and focus, listening to my Pandora stations. Music can inspire, especially sappy love songs. I even have a Spotify playlist aptly named: Graham’s Mixtape.
Focus on Dialogue. Do other people talk during sex? Uh, well, I don’t, really. (Is it hot in here?) With Loren and Graham’s first time, I wrote in a little more nervous excitement for her. For Graham, he has a sensuality to him already, and perhaps I wrote him a little over-the-top romantic. But that’s okay; it works for the character’s type. He’s not your typical leading man. While he’s tall, he doesn’t have the big muscles of Chris Evans or Chris Pratt. Think Colin Firth+David Tennant+Tom Hiddleston+Patrick Stewart = Graham Atherton.
Which leads to Characters Stay in Character and Watch the Tone. Graham is an actor and actors emote. He has a love of Shakespeare and uses the bard’s words to woo the lovely Loren. Nobody would have guessed – least of all those closest to her (and possibly herself) – that she was such a romantic. Same with speaking French. Somehow it works for them and sets the tone for the characters throughout the story.
Consider the difference between the internal and external action. I’ll be honest, I thought about scenes I’ve seen in films or read in books (with some of my own experiences) and envisioned every single action and reaction. I thought I had created some viable scenes until one of my Alpha readers, Debbie, said: “The build-up was great, loved that, but then you only come at me with a sentence and expect to finish it off? I’d be disappointed.”
After I got up off the floor from laughing, I began anew with more blushing and ear burning as I rewrote every single sex scene in my novel. There aren’t many, mind you, but heaven forbid they do it the same way twice. I had to come up with different situations and positions. Should they have oral? OMG Do I really have to write that? HOW do I write that? (Shudder)
Which leads to Remember, they’re just words. I’m new to this writing thing, and I find it very hard to separate myself from the feels and step out of the scene. I get snappy when interrupted because I am left feeling raw and exposed. It sucks even more because I know I’m reacting that way but I can’t stop it.
My intention has always been to write complex characters and true-to-life situations as best I could. Real people laugh and cry, flirt and kiss, yell and argue, dance and sing. They put themselves through enormous amounts of stress. They love and they have sex. There’s no way to get around it.
Which brings me to Jennie’s last comment: Prepare for the inevitable confrontation. At some point, someone will ask about what I wrote. Can I talk about sex without wanting to run and hide? My cheeks will be bright pink and I might not be able to look the person in the eye ever again.


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